wai min where r u!!! my mom almost flew over here to kill me when i told her abt 'plans' to u o t. i doubt ill make it...

my bro doesnt like talking to me. im so sad so sad so sad. its too late. im such a bad sister. sigh my life has been short n its lived w regrets...

im so so tired but im hungry thats y im not asleep... sigh the life of a pig...

only good thing today was Classic lect. i felt motivated. i love alex haslam, really i do, except when he stutters at moments on a day im so interested it breaks the flow of my thoughts. i realised i miss activating my mind n thinking. this morning tho i was tired my mind was whirring w new notions new possibilites. im gettin awake jus wrting abt this. hes inspirational, this alex. i wanna do his module n then i realised im doin a damn interesting course. psychology its the best thing that has happen to me in my academic life. n it took me till now to realise it. i love the subject. and i realised the importance of an important lect, i love him.

hiphip hurray

haha its 8 am on a friday morn and i am just done with my last essay for this killer week. the 1st week of this school term is one of the most hectic in my student life history here. haha 3 essays to be dued in a week. of cos that sounds like im such a victim, but u would not think so if u knew i had 5 weeks of easter hols in which 3 was ever so badly spent. now u know, haha

anyway i feel accomplished n im glad this week is over. yet this is the not the last of essays.. to count, i have 2 more essays n 1 presentation in the following 3 weeks before i have my exams! cant wait! haha i have to start studying too! ill start this weekend! woohoo! can u see wat an early friday morning can do to u?? :)

thanks to wai ive got the Zuton Fever in my head!

woohoo! haha great song! i can dance to it alone in my room!

ok back to essay! the last of this week!!

a new start

sorry for the cheesy title but that is wat it is.

exactly 2 months from now ill b heading home.

haha i intend/resolute (watever u wanna call it)

to start workin hard for my exams.

eat healthily :)

stop being an overall slob (if i can help it haha)

ok so lets see if i can make this short 2 months.. tho it does seem like a helluva long time since drey n wai are home already n theres nobody left to hang out online w me in the middle of MY night :(

o well ill be home shortly. i need to get a haircut too.

ok essay time! hurray! (mark the effort)

cant exactly think of a post title so heck it

today was a pretty cool day cos
devi got her missin luggage back
(my mom sent me the wrong facial products that i need. i need a moisturiser not a pimple cream! ugh! i knew sth wld go wrong! n she sent sth extra that i already got. im complainin but i love my mom. but.. sigh)
kat n i had baileys! first w coffee (i miss lynn) then w milk n then on the rock! weehee! yum yum
then i cut kat's hair! haha trimmed it! i think its lovely but not perfect.. could have done better (sorry kat!)
then i read ps blog! its a great blog dear! haven seen u in such a long time n u look gorge! :):) miss u have to meet up man!
wat else, em, all seems good so far but ill have to start on my essay tmr or im dead meat.
oh! congrats wai! shes finished her exams n headin home soon!! lucky babe!
ok i think thats abt it

a dedication to clever kat. haha

u know wat she did?

to get into hostel we have to use our uni card to swipe the thing. she said her card doesnt work. she went to the porter's lodge n they told her to go to the accomodation office. they told her she had to go to the lib to get it done. they cut up her old card n gave her a new one.

she said it still wasnt working. today b4 dinner i asked her to try again n guess wat? she had it swiped w the barcode facing the wrong way! haha. this is kat for u guys! hahahahahhahahhaa i died laughing i tell u!

and her passport photo!! wahahhahahah she looked more possessed than the girl in the exorcist. hahahahhahahahahhahahaha. this is kat, ure damn funny la!!

well we had a tub of ben n jerrys chocolate fudge brownie tog jus now.. oh its good, we'd like to say its better than sex as it lasts longer hahahah :)

and she bought baileys with lovers cups!!! grooooovy! haha

had a chat w devi n akua after dinner too, sigh, girls always have problems to do w the heart. but cool! n D500 is a F!@#$@!## nice phone. serious

eatin a lot..

i think it has to be stress. it cant possibly be cos im a pig. like all of a sudden i always get hungry n i cant seem to be bothered by wat i eat. lemme give u an eg of wat i have eaten yesterday till today

6am (yest)- 3 sausages & 2 eggs

went to bed from 12- 545pm

6pm (yest)- chicken + long beans + muller yogurt

8-9 pm (yest)- 4 slices of bread (i know!) w nutella, jam n butter

11pm (yest)- oats w milo

went to bed (again) from 12- 3am

4am (today)- mee goreng e instant one

9am (today)- 2 slices of bread + pastry + 2 cups of milk

n i have a banana n yogurt in front of me that i will consume before lunch.

it seems that in 1.5 days i have eaten 6 BIG meals. fuck, wat is wrong w me.

but i love hall n seeing ppl for meals. i like being home.

ok im goin back to the damn essay. 1000 words more n 3 hrs to go! come on jan!

tired..

sleepy, hungry n strained but im happy cos im home :)

back at hall now the smell of new never smelt so good

i know im gonna love hall food from now on..

snore

did u know that Annabel Chong is actually Grace Quek?

cool

janice has had a wholesome home-cooked meal

wat was it?
-my fave :)
-this time is best therefore i blog.


why was it wholesome?

1. i was feeling chilly
since its a warm dish, it felt wholesome

2. i had it before 7am
as the birds were chirping and it felt good to be up early in the morn, it felt wholesome

3. the egg cooked beautifully
it wasn't too hard nor stuck to the bottom of the pot, it was tender just the way i like it, therefore wholesome

4. i added crab sticks for the first time
it made the soup sweet n there were more ingredients, therefore wholesome

5. there were many many ingredients this time
2 sausages, 1 egg, 4 crabsticks
i felt pampered in a weird way, therefore wholesome

cooking is one thing, cooking it perfect is another.
therefore i blog cos i made myself a wholesome meal. :)

she becomes fat

when it is that time of the month- janice becomes fat

when there is 1 essay to do- janice becomes fat

when it is that time of the month and there are 3 essays to do- janice becomes fuckin fat

haha. back to my ice cream, its melting.

my spoon is bent more than normal

because Ben & Jerry's ChocolAte BrwOnie is the bestest ice cream in the whole wide world!!!!

Seriously how can anyone eat any other ice cream?? o god im in bliss~

the power of procrastination & boredom

has led me to learn how to put links on my blog ON MY OWN :]

has led me to try n put some of my spain photos up, but Hello seems to b takin a long time so it might not come up after all

going to liling's place for the night. hope i will get into the essays

jan is stressed shes piggin out

wai is having exams -all the best luv

i dun wanna do work

i like sex n the city- smith jared is f hot

im so bored i created a cocktail.

wanna know how honeyed barley water n martini tastes like?

ask me

i love my rice cooker

haha did i tell u that i cook everything in it?

my fave 'home-cooked' meal is mee sua! otherwise known as vermicelli.

anyway i think its really yummy n easy to cook! let me share my recipe n instructions.

first u bring some water (1 cup) to boil.

second u put in veg of ur choice- i love chinese leaf!
let it cook till it doesnt take up too much space.

third throw in 1 or 2 sausages or crack n egg- depending on wat u feel like eating

fourth u can put in the noodles
let it all cook till the noodles become soft n stringy.

lastly open a satchet of Bachelor's 'soup in a cup' n pour it in.
stir until all is dissloved then serve in bowl.

caution not to let it all overflow.

there u go a warm, filling sumptious meal!

easy to cook, balanced n yummy!

hahaha try it! a healthier more fillin' option to maggie mee!!

startin over

ive been a slob for the past 2 weeks. after ive been back fm spain.

i shall not be one. 50 minutes ago marked the end of my holiday n i shall start doing my essays. ive got abt 1 more week. jan can do it.

my dearest drey is embarking on a new stage in her life tmr. im so proud of her. shes lived her first yr. tough nonetheless but shes made it. sob im really happy for her. think of me when ure eatin laksa babe :)

life has been good to me but i have nv made full use of it. ive been thinking of stoopid things cos ive not been focused on wat i came here to do. dammit, my poor mom is sloggin her life working hard n im doin i dunno wat with mine. y cant i be more hardworkin? i wish me n my mom wld exchange lives for one day. women are the greatest. well my mom is. i love her but she works herself too hard.

i will work hard. i shall work hard. i must work hard.
-work hard does not mean jus study hard but to just lead a more fulfilling life other than sittin ard watchin soaps. haha-

no more retreat

haha i thot i was perfect in my planning but i wasnt. i didnt try n look for all methods. for instance i shld have checked the trains. which i jus did. it wasnt too ex n there were later ones too.

but the point is my frens fren can drive me there so haha all my planning n being proud of meself have come to nout. oh well.

ok the upper part was written like 3 hrs ago, now im back fm the dentist.
he told me i was a grinder took some xrays n said there really wasnt anything wrong w my teeth. for that i paid 14 pounds. thankyouverymuchsir.haha but had a fun trip out la nonetheless. its been a while since i rode in a car, kinda have a mild headache now. i cant wait to go back n drive. sigh

im so proud of meself!

im so proud of myself i need to jot this down. haha

last night i found out from my fren that the last coach fm wellington (my dental place) is @ 430pm. and my appt w the dentist is supposed to be at 450pm.

so wat do i do?

this morn i woke up early cos mom called. okie so i was up by 9 plus. i called the dental place n tried to change my appt. but the next earliest one they can slot me in is on the 20 may (rem i told u the system here is shite). and there will be a late cancellation fee of 15 pounds. (even shittier)

so i decided to keep the appt n try to find a coach that can get me back to exeter somehow. so i called the bus place. and they told me that there is no other connections that shows up on her comp n the last bus leaves at 430 pm. thanks i already know that.

so what do i do?
well i can always stay at my frens house cos she lives there. yet that means she needs to make a trip back home which she already did early this week. so knowing janice who doesnt like bothering people. i decided to look for bed & breakfast in wellington. and i found a reasonably priced one at the Green Dragon Inn (haha i lurve the name!!!! condor-rem?)from yellow pages. i called n booked myself in!

so guys ill be away for one night! woohoo mini retreat! im a lil scared tho n i suppose its some kinda body chemical system to keep me on my toes when im out alone. hehe n dun u think i ought to be proud of myself??!! like hello? i solved my problem n made myself a mini retreat in less than 2 hrs!! well even if u dun think so i dun care i jus am!!!! whee!!!!

finished it. i cant believe it. haha but its so gooood! i just love happy endings dont u?

anyway ive mastered the art of plaiting (if thats how u spell it) my hair. the simple kind. haha cos my hands were bored while i was watchin nonstop. haha i luv plaits. always wanted to plait my hair n now its jus long enuff. wanna learn to do the french one tho but my arms get tired la. haha

maybe u can say i got inspired by the show but their hair is not fanta for normal life. and it jus occured to me that the ah lians got their inspiration from period dramas. or they were inspired from condor heroes 6 years ago till today. u always wonder y ah lians always have 2 cockcroach feelers of hair hanging over their faces. well watch condor heroes n ull know y. some ah bengs must have got inspired by fann wong too waha

anw i miss jiong. not in the usual way but in the "i wonder hows she" way- coded sentence :)
well memories r meant to stay n i think i better get started on some work.

tmr im going to take a 1 hr bus to taunton to get my teeth filled. dentistry system here really sux. im scared.

condor me!

haha i wanna be a swordswoman! haha *chingching*specialeffectssound*

im hooked on Shen Tiao Xia Nu. waha cant wait to finish it n try n get some work done!

anw jus had Hotpot (HK style steamboat) w sara n lianne n dad. boy it was yummy n im so damn full now. waha. even had mixed bean soup for dessert! ChaCha as they call it :) hmm hmm

liannes dad is really cute n friendly too n he can cook! i wish my dad can but i cant imagine it.. haha.

okie jus a short update :)

on to ep 28 of me show!

before i forget

jus wanted to take note that i saw
my first angmoh woman construction worker in spain. haha n i saw (Mar 05)
my first angmoh construction worker in exeter- can i also note that hes really cute i rem, workin at penn court :)waha i rem beautiful faces! and (Aug 04)
my first angmoh road sweeper in london. (Aug 04)

these are all my firsts. and tho the moment is now gone. at that time i was experiencing the "omg thats the 1st angmoh... ive seen" hehe, always wanted to take note of it somewhere. wat better place than here rite?

im gonna view a hse later. alone. haha if u dun hear fm me in a long while please ask my family to check if im still alive. haha no la. well its damn shitty cos all my housemates have gone back for easter hols so ive gotta do this all alone :( boohoo waha. sigh but its been fun actually looking at all the potential english houses that will be all ours next year! and thx to liling n eunice too for accompanying me to view some houses.

ok gtg now! kisses for jan for doing this all alone n for workin out really hard today! :):):)

la la la

hey guys sorry iv been such a lazy shit.

was too lazy to update my blog, haha, the extent of my lazyness is gross i know.

haha n yes wai n mary r right, waha
-but u guys r gross man-

rach! welcome n u haven told me ur beau's name! Everybody if she hasnt told u nothin go BUG her. waha

didiboon! Looooong time no see! HELLO!

as for what ive been doin haha nothing much really. haven starten on my essays gonna cry fm stress later.

AND ive been cooking for myself! woohoo, not that great a cook but i look forward to my meal times :) all easy to cook stuff like pasta n the like but i wld say im innovative in my styles. some exploded in the microW n some eggs dun get fully boiled but im still alive n breathin so i dun think i aint that bad

wat else. ive been going to the gym too. trying to lose all that fat that ive accumulated. its a long journey i know, i hope i last
-dammit tho as it failed terribly today, my diet. sigh but ill start again tmr. wats a woman without determination- drey is to be on this tog w me but shes busy w exams at the mo so YOU GO GIRL! all the best-

also JANICE TAN LI YAN has been watchin CONDOR HEROES. yes, the sg one. the one with fann wong n christopher lee. haha dun ask me where i got it ask my new fren. so yes thats rite ive been cooped up in my room munchin while watching them love n part n fight. i miss watching these sg dramas. haha rem my good ol sch days where me n my bro wld wait to catch the 7/9pm shows. sigh i miss it. and its worth re-watching if u can actually get hold of it. i think its a sg classic. haha when i have kids i hope to let them watch it if i can find this fren to lend me her vcds :)

jan is back

Barcelona IS GREAT.
please people go visit it once in your lifetime. u wont regret it. i loved it! all the tapas n sangria n paella. oh oh oh. the romance n affection u see in the people, streets n architecture. God its just gorgeous!
and all the handsome boys.
i tell u its a known fact: English guys, on average, r the ugliest among Europeans. i know its hard to believe but its true. wait till u go spain.
-of cos there are exceptions to this rule :) but on average its that bad-

anyway i really had fun for 12 whole days. but ive been back n beaten back to reality. the reality of having 3 essays to be handed in on the 1st week of sch. and another 2 in the following 2 weeks. shit. but life goes on. and i must say there are people suffering more right now on other continents. like in canada, drey's gonna have her exams in 1 week. in asia, the singaporeans are having their exams in 2-3 weeks.

Haha lynn: IM NOT THAT FREE

oh and something frightening happened. well at least horrifying at that mo in time. a squirrel climbed into my room n was on the window sil :{ haha its eyes r damn big n scary la. i shooed it away but it came back so now my window is shut. haha im scared ok of intruders. no matter how cute u think squirrels are. they r not cute when they r in my room.

okay i think thats all folks!