startin over

ive been a slob for the past 2 weeks. after ive been back fm spain.

i shall not be one. 50 minutes ago marked the end of my holiday n i shall start doing my essays. ive got abt 1 more week. jan can do it.

my dearest drey is embarking on a new stage in her life tmr. im so proud of her. shes lived her first yr. tough nonetheless but shes made it. sob im really happy for her. think of me when ure eatin laksa babe :)

life has been good to me but i have nv made full use of it. ive been thinking of stoopid things cos ive not been focused on wat i came here to do. dammit, my poor mom is sloggin her life working hard n im doin i dunno wat with mine. y cant i be more hardworkin? i wish me n my mom wld exchange lives for one day. women are the greatest. well my mom is. i love her but she works herself too hard.

i will work hard. i shall work hard. i must work hard.
-work hard does not mean jus study hard but to just lead a more fulfilling life other than sittin ard watchin soaps. haha-