i.need.a.haircut.badly.

haha i jus realised i haven cut my hair in 6 bloodyhelllong months!!!!

gosh im so grossed out. tho my frens here tell me i look better w the long hair. i don think i will keep it long. tho i need it to cover my fat face i don think i can stand the heat. tho i like to plait my hair i miss the feel of a short bob n an exposed neck. but dammit my face is damn o now. ugh ugh ugh decisions decisions decisions. exam tmr exam tmr exam tmr.

and u know wat i miss u too lee wai min! decided to pop over ur blog tho i know u don update it n hope against hope. and i was pleasantly surprised :) first it was updated tho u jus posted last night, second u wrote abt meeee!!! im touched babe n i wish i can send u an emoticon (haha) now but for some damned reason msn is down for me here.

and jus early this morning before i went to bed i was chatting to tanya n feeling all nostalgic. and i wanna thank tanya tho she's not with me physically now (and shes not dead either, haha) its all cos of her that made my life the way my life is made now. she was my sitting buddy in sec3.
cos of her, i got to know some of my closest frens- wai min n angie.
cos of her, we did maths together everyday after school. which led me to the most hardworking period of my life. even tho she had left on 10 june 2001 (she told me last night n on friday it was her 4th year out of sg, sigh) i had been habituated to being hardworking. so i did well for my o levels (subjective, but good for me) and got into sajc where i got to know more of my close frens.

and from sajc im now in uni of exeter. so u see tanya tanya shes my tanya. haha i owe my life to her. :) shes gonna make a speech for me at my funeral or wedding, whichever comes first n i promised to go to her wedding in 2009.

of cos all my other close frens r precious to me as well. but jus for now i wanted to talk about tanya. (haha! i know! i can do like a mini feature of all my frens!- haha but i hate writing long posts. its jus too long. and i guess im only doing this cos i felt this emotion last night n also cos msn is down so haha)

i miss u tanya!

and wai i told tanya that we owe our friendship to her! in a way! (haha see i reciprocated ur love!!)

cant wait to be back (just hope i wont be toooo lazy to go out, haha)