im so bored

well wats new? anyway working here (at moms office) is really good if u wanna get brain damage from doing nothing and always trying to find something to do. so far i haven been able to use the comp much but well this is my rare chance. and wat did she do? i looked up the mental health institute here aka woodbridge (considering our population singapore only has one-bleah i know we are so underrated-pschologists) haha anyway so ive written my resume and cover letter to be sent of hopefully today.

im so bored i really want that internship/ work experience whatever. ive been to work like abt 5 days now with nothing to do. if i dun ask them for work they dun give me so i dun care im not gonna ask i haven asked. waha id rather do ntohing. maybe just dwell on my boredom and write slow mails to friends. so far wai has received one n kat shld get 2 (tho 1 is still waiting to be sent). oh did i tell u i wan to get out of this so much that id work for free at the mental health. at least thats wat i told them. i just really want it! i want out.

u might ask why cant i just not come to work. well i owe my mom 1000 from an advance she gave me before thailand. well i just wanna repay it kinda thing i wanna be the righteous daughter who returns what she borrows, not that i had asked for the 1000. mom just passed it to me saying its my pay advance so not like i will care much but well. so ive got abt 20 more hours which shld be another 3 days. but then i cant jus quit like that! i need to find an excuse. like another job. another more interesting more important job that sitting ard with nothing to do. i guess working at moms office is not the fun responsible tiring job that i thought it would be. and y? not cos i dun wanna learn. no its cos those old aunties dun wanna give me anything to do. and if its so much of a chore to try and find me something to do then forget it im not gonna hanker after u for more work to give me.

hmph. i want out. please accept my application woodbridge.