im feeling sexy!!

haha for some reason or another i feel *sexy* and proud of my fat body. cellulite n all. all the softness n fatty curves!! hehe this is a great feeling! like ive finally internalised my figure n am loving myself. if this continues ill be wearing a tube in orchard even if my fats r being sqeezed out at my pits n waist. i love myself at this moment! hehe its a wonderful feeling. wat have i been doing hating myslef!! sigh! i love my byebye underarms my waistless waist my wobbly butt n less than perfect short legs. god im in l,ove w myslef!! whee!!!!

hehe n the goatee is smaller now, im pluckin in more n more. i hope i don empty myself cos then ill look like prostitute. and if u were thinkin im feeling sexy cos of that goatee, im not sure but i doubt it. i think i have jus been enlightened hehe. i hope this lasts. ok i love my fats.